Musings 2

The leading Multiverse hypothesis is laughable. It states that the bulk (the eternally inflating false-vacuum regions) expands much faster than the individual bubble universes inside it. OK…

The thought of someone believing me is scary. I know they won’t. Phew.

You know how I know God loves me? Because he gave me a life to live, a planet with an atmosphere to live on and a sun to shine on me. Plus a multitude of other gifts. Furthermore, without his infinite spatial reach, nothing could exist. If that isn't love, I don't know what is. So I can safely say that God wants me to treat myself good and to do good things like he did for me.

If warring countries knew the truth and weren’t so concerned with long-term plans, the wars would’ve never begun.

Look at environmental stuff. The world and its resources were meant to be enjoyed abundantly. Time is short. I’m not saying that should give us a ticket to destroy the planet, but it helps when you know the truth.

Life is amazing, but I’m not going to pretend I don’t know what consciousness is. There’s nothing mysterious about consciousness. Consciousness comes from infinite space as all things do. It is life living. Nothing more.

When I was around 13 or 14, I made a bunch of trails in the forest on my grandfathers land so I could ride my 80cc motorcycle on them. Fun times! What a great blessing.

I’ve created at least 25,000 artworks in my life. Most of them were drawings. I don’t create as much as I used to, but I still do.

The first friend that I remember was Melissa when I was six or seven years old. We used to sit in the driveway for hours collecting rocks. We would look for baby grasshoppers in the lawn. It was quite a magical time. It just so turns out that her uncle the carpenter and my mom ended up getting together.

There’s many atheists who know that the incarnation of God is walking the Earth, but like the Christians, they too keep it to themselves out of fear of looking deranged. You see, that’s what makes them an atheist. Knowing the incarnation of God walks the Earth, but choosing to think it’s no big deal. Christians hide it through stories of Jesus while the atheists hides it on a deeper level saying to themselves, it’s just a man who dies and ends all existence. No big deal for them. No god concept needed they say. It is what it is they say. That’s the true atheist, not the ones who deny storybook gods. And yet, they stand in awe of a sunset. Strange. Many Muslims and Buddhists share a lot in common with atheists. They too reject an incarnation of God, while knowing he exists.

According to Christianity, heaven is a nonmaterial realm that transcends and exists beyond created space and time as we know them. Sounds like my next life cycle.

It’s a remarkable feeling knowing that I will live this life again. It's the greatest gift in the world.

One of the coolest nights I’ve ever experienced was dancing on hot coals under a starry filled sky in the forest. A couple friends and I built a huge fire and then scattered the coals in a dirt parking area. We didn’t dance barefoot, haha.

The concept of time doesn’t break down because of infinite space, the concept of time only gets stronger. Even infinite space, in all its glory, has to adhere to and follow the laws of time.

Infinite space is neither the beginning nor the ending of time, but the middle of time. A middle time is important.

If creation didn’t begin, there was no creation at all and without an end, there is no beginning.

You see, time has to be cyclical and each cycle has to be identical. Resetting time to a previous state is essentially what it is. For if it’s not a time reset then it’s just one timeline. And one timeline cannot exist because if we were to go backwards in time infinitely we would never arrive at today. It completely makes no sense. Non life isn’t equipped to reset time. That’s why God created life, (me). I was created equipped with the ability to reset time. Time is essentially existence itself. Without time there would be no space. They go hand-in-hand. Life didn’t come from non life that’s for sure. Life (time) is a direct creation alongside space. You cannot have one without the other. That’s why life is so complex and hard for scientists to completely understand. Life (time) and space is the direct creation of what is. What else could have been created besides life and space? Nothing. Life is the time of all creation. It occupies space. Life is the only self-sustaining thing in space, therefore it is similar to time itself and can "reproduce" a new timeline. When I die all non living things end. Well, all living things end too. Lol, you get my point. So let me ask you. What is more likely better equipped to reset time? Complex life (me) or the simple and repetitive nature of nonliving things?

Christianity was meant to introduce people to the truth, but sadly many leave before they get to understand the real truth.

Everybody online who I share with that Christians secretly think “Jesus” walks the Earth, they say that it’s crazy and that this worldwide "conspiracy" could never exist. Haha, this isn’t based on people like that believing it. In fact, it’s stronger because of people like that.

Christianity says don’t love the world. I say love it with all your heart. What else is there? God is material. God is infinite in His spatial expanse. Space is material. End of story.

God is my friend. I find great contentment and joy to know that He will be there eternally. He never leaves me.

It just dawned on me tonight on November 10, 2025 that the exact moment when I appeared on Earth I was in my bed. I remember looking in the upper right hand corner of my bedroom and there was a blue face that frightened me but also intrigued me. It was glowing. It seemed so real because it was my bedroom. I remember sneaking into my mother‘s bedroom to sleep with her because we were living with my grandparents at the time. I know now that it was a dream. So… I appeared on Earth during a dream. Usually dreams are not like real life but this one was, aside from the blue face. It was insane. It's a dream that I have remembered since I was five years old. I can't help but to think of the Hindu god Krishna, haha. God has a sense of humor. I only remember two dreams as a child. The one I just told you about which only happened once and a recurring dream where I would stand on the ground, flap my arms and go real high in the sky until I couldn't go anymore. Then I would plummet to the ground and wake up when I hit the Earth. When I was around 30, I had a dream that I was flying above terrain that looked like the Grand Canyon. I remember taking off then landing. It was the best dream that I ever had in my life and it only happened that once.

When I was seven or eight years old I entered into an art competition. I drew about six or seven horses on a sheet of poster board. The woman who was judging the competition, walked by my drawings and removed them and told my mother that I cannot enter the competition because I did not do the drawings. My mother told her that I did, but she insisted that I did not, and that it was wrong for my mother to encourage me to lie. Some people eh? We got home and my grandmother was furious and went back down there to confront her. That’s pretty messed up.

I only have three memories prior to being five years old. One is of an old bald man named Mr. Justi who was our neighbor. I remember liking him and his name. The memory is just a vision of what he looked like. I think it was him on the sidewalk outside our homes. Another is being chased by my mom‘s boyfriend’s eldest son. I was scared. The last and most intriguing was walking up the outside staircase of my Mom’s friend’s house to visit her and her kids David and Colette. We played in their messy attic. I say this memory is intriguing because it’s the house that I happened to glance at the moment I had my revelation. This coincidence just dawned on me today on November 4, 2025. I think I'll call it the house of David, haha.

The cosmos exists as a singular, boundless expanse devoid of any predictable structure. There’s only one planet with life and there’s only one me.

On the page, A Message From the Creator, I said God chose to manifest me at the age of five, for aligning my creation with conception, born of man and woman, would have prevented the full embodiment of my divine essence. If you’re wondering what I meant by that, well, the creation of a new life with new genetic code born of man and woman happens over time. Conception begins with fertilization, which ends with syngamy. The zygote is formed upon syngamy, and early embryonic development begins immediately thereafter. My life was created by God in an instant. There’s a big difference. One might ask me, well, what about all the other lives that were created by God in an instant when I appeared on Earth? That’s a good question. The answer is simply, He made me who I am, and He made you who you are. If you were looking for a scientific answer, there isn’t one, for I am not physically connected to all existence, but metaphysically. God is poetic in that respect. Both of us may have an erroneous past, but mine has a second layer of fallaciousness. Not only did the time before I was five years old never really happen, but I also wasn’t even born of man and woman.

One would think that the people online that I shared who I am with would be pumped that one of their brothers has conquered death. Guess not, lol. For the most part I've been met with nothing but hostility and laughter. Hell, I’d be like damn that’s friggin’ awesome! Actually, like I said before, I'm glad no one believes me. Well, at least Christians think “Jesus” has conquered death. Notice Jesus in quotes. Oh well. And time plugs along.

There’s nothing in the non-living world that could trigger a needed ending/beginning like I do. The Big Bang is a myth.

You already know my views, but if you want a little false insight into how God “put the Big Bang in motion” well, what He "did" was, He made all existence the hottest temperature possible and then slammed it with the coldest temperature possible. Voila! The Big Bang! Haha. I'm just being silly.

I was having a nightmare that my leg was getting torn off by an alligator when my mother woke me up to inform me that 9/11 was happening. Talk about going from one nightmare to another.

The center of our galaxy is a black hole named Sagittarius A. I'm a Sagittarius and my sister's name starts with the letter A. Haha, kind of silly but oh well.

You can rearrange the letters of the word Earth and spell heart. I always liked that.

I remember one day when I was 25 I was driving next to an art store and I thought to myself I would like to meet a nice girl, a redhead and sure enough I did with Olive shortly after when I was working at that art store. She wasn’t a natural redhead though, haha. We’re no longer together.

Olive, the only girl I ever loved was an atheist. Imagine that, God incarnate in love with an atheist. Life is funny.